Help Eating Disorder

Okay, I'm 13 years old, 123 pounds, Male, 5'8 and pretty shy. I suppose I have an eating disorder, doctors tomorrow, my friends cope with fears and told me to go, scared, with my family very much. I explained to the doctor that I feel when I eat, and why I eat hardly / rarely more than 1000 calories. What I feel in my soul and how I feel physically. Thanks for help coming. Suffice it to say "my friends worry that I have an eating disorder and my family is very important for my health. I do not eat over 1000 calories, because of fear." Fill the bottom. So let the doc to ask, guide and answer each question to be honest. It is perhaps the hardest, because hiding an eating disorder or pull, it is common. Please take a second and make sure it is an honest answer. Tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help me help me doctor, and do not fear high-fat meal. So help me God Please help me, if not to get his attention, I do not know what will, first of all, I commend you on your decision to seek help for your illness from experience I know that there is a very difficult, scary stuff . Should definitely be proud of yourself for it! Secondly, you are correct. You should do exactly what you mentioned, to explain to the doctor how you feel (physically and emotionally) when you eat and why you restrict food. Starting today, you probably had your first lesson. Hopefully you are there more? If so, it is advisable to keep a food / emotional journal. In this journal, type: Time / Date: Emotions before eating: emotion after dinner: Emotions during dinner: If you do not eat, and then write about your thoughts and feelings of limitation. The journal will help you see patterns in your behavior. It will help you identify your triggers (things that will make you restrict food, to obsess about certain things (ie Food, weight, etc.)). You can take this magazine to the doctor (psychologist) to discuss and write whatever. Also, if you find yourself with something in life to fight like school, friends or family, make a note in the newspaper reminding you to discuss these things with the psychologist. In the beginning of treatment, it is very easy to not know what they say or do not know what is your feelings. A journal is a great way to remember the current stressors / emotions. The psychologist should have your stress / feelings known. ED eating disorder or just a symptom of what's really bothering you. I hope this helps .and my best wishes go to you .